wavering

yesterday, i felt so strong and powerful and good. i was rested and focused and felt i could handle anything thrown my way.

today...not so much. i am tired and distracted. i don't want to do what i need to do in order to pay the bills. i have one client that is constantly arguing with me about my billed hours and i want to shake her and make her stop. it takes the time it takes and it's your problem figuring out how to bill your client, not mine!

*sigh*

i need to get outside and walk. i need the birds to chatter at me and the sun to warm my skin. there's plenty of time to work to pay the bills when life isn't visible through my window and everyone has gone to bed.



two days until my birthday...37 WILL be a very good year!